hurm, where do i start ?
FRIENDS
i have a LOT of friends. i loves making new one but i do set certain limitations for someone to become real close to me. sesiapa yang mengenali aku, they know i am quite of a secretive person when it comes about families, loves life, or any personal issues. only certain people have the access to it, sort of. also, by saying that i like meeting, knowing new people, doesnt mean that you have to ditch your old ones. takdelah tetiba terserempak kat mall or anywhere and you just buat tak tahu, buat buat tak nampak kan... awkward.... no, dont do that. i didnt really talk or text my friends every single day.. because i am a lazy/shitty texter haha so i tend to always blueticked,seenticked,greyticked people, especially when i am having an extremely bad /moody day. so if i replied to EACH of your texts instantly, consider yourself special. but i do try to always following their updates on social medias, such as ig, twittahhhh and sometimes, facebook. oh fam, dont be salty, facebook is still dope okay... (?)
so as all of you know, i am currently pursuing my degree in ukm for biotechnology and management. UP TO THIS POINT, i still ask myself for the REASONS of why i ended up chosing this course...... double major guys, which means that i have to ace both science and management, as in bussiness, finance, accounting even though i takde basic langsung kat subject macam tu. sobs. BUT surely its a blessing in disguise as, if i didnt studying here, i would not be able to meet such wonderful friends / sisters ; my classmates. without them, i wouldnt know of what will happen to me. struggling nak mampus study. nasib baik ada depa. we always do things together. makan sesama, do stupid things together and belajar pun bersama. every each one of us has our own personality and that is what making them special.
this year is a little bit different for my family since atiqa ( my 2nd sister ) also tengah sambung belajar. dia tengah ambik dip for tourism. her course is so FUN !! so that means, lily jelah sorang sorang kat rumah with both of my parents. for years it has been both of them yg akan tunggu i balik rumah since i study kat melaka dulu lagi. but now, tinggal sorang je. i am very close with my sisters that we basically share EVERYTHING. so rasa kosong juga bila tak dapat kumpul bersama selalu, macam dulu. we fight a lot, but we love each other even more. ( kan.. ??? ) my dad and step up alhamdulillah sihat.
i have been working at subway for yearssss , since i finished matriculation , until today. i guess that suppose upgrade my level to a senior sandwich artist. lol. i just do parttime during the weekend, whenever i feel like working. haha which means if i am feeling rather lazy or unwell or i have anything important to deal with, then i dont have to go to work. my boss surely is the best boss ever. a quite number of people have been asking me why do i have to work while studying ? well , that is because, i understand myself so well that i finally made up my mind in working part time. my friends know how kuat membazir, boros i am. and i dont want to use my dad's money on such thing. rasa macam anak derhaka haha and plus, i enjoy working there so it isnt a big deal to me.
ove/feelings
remember when i mentioned bumpy grumpy shitty ride? thts all because of this. perasaan yang sepatutnya berbunga bunga, bahagia, all doomed because of that particular person. i malas nak ungkit cerita yang lepas as i dah totally move on and happier than before. luckily there is someone yang cam buat perasaan i go on fire again, lol. but i dont want to, you know, over excited pasal this one because its still early.. even i have known him for years already but still , macam yg i tulis at my previous post, my chances nipis gila haha so chill je for this time.
hmm i think thats all kot...., syukur for all the beautiful moments, as well as the bad ones as without it, i would not be as strong as i am today. dont forget to always, be grateful for everything you had in life, be it good or bad. insyaALLAH good days will come later. count your blessings people.
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| gotta burn the midnight oil for finals *rolling eyes* |
