Hye Mak :)

assalamualaikum muslims and hello there.
its a cold morning here. almost 12 but i haven'nt take my bath yet.and i an tempted to climb back into my bed and curl under the thick blanket.well mom,we misses you soo muchhhhhh .its a big different to live without your presence. well mak,once i've .been fall for the wrong guy. and for some reason,im pretty insecure. im afraid to be in,by using an easy and understable words,love again.* sigh* but now, im having an "un known relationship" with someone. we're not together. oh yeah,that's for sure  (no love thingy until  the last day of spm) well, he's such a particular idiotic and stubborn human being.je's crazy and unpredictable and that usually rendered me speechless.but with his kind of mentality,i shall let it pass. hahhaha he's a special friend and person to me *at least* :p

anyway,FYI mak,his favourite hobby is forcing me to eat.just like you :) . you have no idea of how persuasive he is.and his favourite expression is the 5-day -mc-faces. and i swear every time he did that,i tend to snort my drink into my nose.he actually has severe case of narcissism until there's one moment,he sent me tonnes of pictures of his face. TONNES i tell you :p  well,just say,it cracks me up everytime he did that.

yet,i have to admit here tht he colours my life.he makes me smile more often.when he sings some song snippets while we're on the phone,i cant help myself from stop smiling.besides my friends and families,he's the  one who always motivates me to be a successful person.his personalitu,although its very annoying, i find it amusing too.in addition,he's one of the sweetest person i've ever know.so to the dearest "you",thnk you for always being there when you're needed.you know,when i was completely down and lashing out on you,and said bad things towards you,you'll just listened and helped me to calm down.

before everyone get annoyed reading this blog because of you,i better stop. em, so mak, there it is. thnks for being such a good reader. may Allah bless you mak. do rest in peace okay. we're loving you here,now and forever.

till then,big smiles people.
assalamualaikum  ;)

FAKE FAKE FAKE

hiding our true identity online,

the world has changed.we live a life of isolation yet we dont feel like it thanks to social media.coming up with with topics for this theme was NOT hard,social media stretches out my arms and touches everything. 

 anyone who really know me,know my addiction to twitter and facebook.i didnt hide it,i acknowledge my illness and embrace it.LOL. but seriously ,i was dared by a friend of mine to stay off for a week.it was hard,no joke *i failed* .but i realized how much i dependent on it and how UNHEALTHY it was in all aspects of the word.

on the plus,all this has brought us closer somehow.we know what`s happening to friends and family near and far.we know about the latest and greatest in music,movies,foods and gadgets.and if you have a large following ,imagine how many people you can reach with your message.

I HAVE 3000+ FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK,WITH 70% OF THEM WHOM I NEVER HAD MORE THAN ONE CONVERSATION WITH.

I POST LINKS OF INTERESTING VIDEOS AND ARTICLES THAT NOBODY REALLY CARES A\BOT AND " LIKE " SOME OF MY FAVOURITE MUSIC - the cool ones,of course :P-

FAKEBOOK.

so ,what can people learn about me through my facebook profile? NOTHING .i pick and choose what i want the world to see me as and hide all  my awkwardness and embarrassments.the problem  with online sharing such as facebook,instagram and online gaming is tht they make it too easy for us to hide our true identities from each other.we tend to potray ourselves in a certain way.we dont show them who we actually are-with all the flaws.

PLEASE DONT FIGHT HERE.

the example of emotional display is fighting.this is the case for lovers quarrels and those who just have a chip (possibly more) on their shoulders.FIGHTING ONLINE IS PATHETIC ! if you live in the same town,meet somewhere and have it out ,coward! and if your opponent lives elsewhere,you could do it privately on a separate channel or call the blogger up and spit fire through the phone.with matters of the heart,these public hate fests are downright ugly because we get  to read all their dirty laundry.enjoyable for those of us who thrive on other`s people miseries,but irritating for those of us who dont like drama. 

Telling the world or your social media friends your EVERY freaking move is not needed either.unless you live in the high pace world of espionage or a siper famous,i dont wanna know what you had for breakfast or how soon after you pooped it out.telling me your location ican be fun if i want  to meet you.it`s even more exciting if you wanna help a stalker to locate you.kidding aside,im actually thinking about the safe issue here.before you serious bloggers ,tweeters or post junkies  get on my case ,im just saying there`s limit and there`s such thing as overdoing it.so, moderation is the key or better yet make it newsworthy.

there are pros and cons to everything in this world and there`s also a balance.so... find it ! :)

ever lasting friend

my best best of bestfriend :)

*janji aku ada kau,dan kau,ada aku *

   

she`s the one,the one who`ll always there,through ups and downs,through smiles and tears. she`s my best of bestfiend :)
 i present you, nurin adlina binti roslan.

gawd,i missed this girl.my lesbo.she`s like my rock, the person who i`ll call straight after every single bloody break up tht i went through.she`s where i tell my secrets,my rule breakings.the pair of us was hectic and uncontrolable.i missed her presence during the holidays.and i`m hoping to stay in the same class with hear for the coming 2013.yeah,she`s  my classmates and tablemates for sure :P  BERLIANS again , inshaaALLAH :)

our friendship is very ,very very MEANINGFUL.we`re literally a sort of a package deal.so guys,if you want me to be your girl,you`ll have to face and accept her first.her jokes never fail to irritate me till death,and at the same time,make me laugh hysterically.she`s practically my sunshine.whenever i went through into nasty breaks and stuffs,she will be the one i will call and cry on. 

im possessive of her ? want to know why ? because whenever she`s hurts,she`ll freaking find, ask for advice and start to irritate me. so you boys who ever think of hurting me,think twice.because your foolishness and stupidity will me the main subject of our equally vulgar words * wiggling eyebrows* 

but whatever it`s, she`s my best of best hilarious,aw-double-some,devilish friend ;D

no one,i repeat, NO ONE ,could ever come between us :)

and thnks,for always there,no matter what :P

E.L.F --> ever.lasting.friend :) 

minah ni dok sibuk tayang new phone case dia.hiks

comey noh.hehehe

 so here she`s, NURIN ADLINA ROSLAN. 
happy till end, my friend :) 

AWar ? obviously

IT HURTS

what he said;boleh tak kau buang gambar aku kat blog kau,aku malulah.blablablablablablablabla

me *dalam hati* ; apa ni woi? asddfghhjkk aku buat kau malu ke ???!! salah ke aku post gambar kau???sahahakakakahftqvajwbisn eii sepak kang ! nak je aku pijak muka kau !! GERAMNYAA ! [ masa ni marah sangt,semua perkataan tak elok keluar. astaghafirAllahulazim. |

apa yang aku cakap kat dia ; okay.

there you go. i was'nt in a good mood that night.fine,i maybe had an emosional breakdown for a while after reading your text.

A WAR??!!!  really ah kong ?who started it first huh?
em, today seems to be a perfect time ,since it's stuffy and hot to channels my anger towards you,easier,through my blog,unfortunately.

im rambling but keepi in mind,tht i dont care if you're direspecting my thoughts.now,im totally pleased to have a fire arm licence and a loaded gun with extra ammunition,or i just steal it and use it whenever i want ,to shoot you!!
DO YOU UNDERSTAND !

a REMINDER you may say

a penny for my thoughts,oh no,i`ll sell them for a dollar..

they worth it so much after i`m a goner.

and maybe then you`ll hear the words i`ve been singin

funny when you`re dead,how people start listening.

     the main point is,you`ll start appreciating people when they are no longer exists in your life,which is obviously stupid and very useless.so peeps,dont take anyone in your life for granted.

because if you do,you`ll regret it eternally

sweet or sweat ?

Assalamualaikum muslims and hello there :)

  

yeah,you`re right.im a newbie bloggers :) keep in mind, i loves rambling *wiggling eyebrows* .okay lets stop this crap.i`m actually kind of excited while writing my very very first post on blog.how did actually i all of a sudden make a blog? well,here it goes. i actually dah lama teringin to make a blog site of mine, but time is all the problems.you know,living the life of a normal teenagers isn`t easy and it`d never been easy.all the homeworks,schoolworks,examinations and ETC , always be the major factors why i always postpone niat nak buat blog.but yeah,here i am,a bloggers :) im sixteen. sweet sixteen you may say *sweet sixteen lah sangat*

"sweet" sixteen or sweat sixteen ?

okay,here comes to the topic which i totally disagree, disagree on. yeah, readers, about 16.

when i was still a 15, i always wondered how it might be when im a sixteen ? one thing comes in mind,HONEYMOON YEAR ! well yelah kan,masa tu dah free daripada PMR . so my friends and i dah plan tonnes of awesome plan on what we would do when we`ve reach sixteen. to do list lah konon kononnya :P childish ! hahaa . BUT unfortunately, none of the lists were succeed as we`re too busy with our hectic , super hectic schedule . the subjects were slightly challenging. chemistry,physic,bio,add math. oh gawd, now you know how "awesome" it`s right ? haha . but  time flies very fast as we hardly saw it passing by. and alhamdulillah i`ve managed to go through my sixteen with a reasonable number of scratches. too much of black.pain.and heartbreaking moments came onto my life this year.and also due to the mounting and non stop stress i experienced,by this super tortourus year, i realized how family is very important in our lives.yeah,since my mother left us,everything`s went to be wrong.but at least i`ve learned something new and valuable.this year had been a year tht taught me hoe to be strong facing  a hard and crazy life.this year may be one of the hardest year i`ve ever went through.hard years come when i was struggling to grasp the meaning and to undestand the purpose  of my life. remember its never too late to evaluate how this year had  been meaningful to you.and never forget each and every single thing it taught you. 

as the end, may ALLAH bless my mom. and mak, do rest in peace. 

2012 is the pains in my life